
I really AM making progress! I'm not quite sure why I'm surprised - this early spring has had a full line-up of projects to work on. Mostly, these are the things that I say, in November/December, "I'll work on in January." Yet January usually flies by with an assortment of year-end wrap-up, and before I know it, it is February, or March.
I did manage to get store and personal taxes taken care of. Obviously, I've made my decisions about the path that I am; I still have my share of general complaints about taxes (to sum up: it seems to cost me more to be in business for myself than it did to work for someone else - that is, personal taxes, notable the pesky "self-employment tax" are higher, even though that is on top of paying sales tax, unemployment taxes, and all the other things that I, or the store, pay to the government. My issue it not with the taxes, per se, but with the general sense that I'm being punished for showing initiative and working longer hours for less pay. I would not be happier, but I would paying fewer taxes if I was still at my old job, which just seems strange and bordering on anti-AmericanDream). It does turn out that the amount of taxes that I owe for 2011 is almost exactly the amount that I had decreased my charitable giving. So, lesson learned, I'll be more vigilant about those donations.

In my personal "artistic" (or, more precisely, commissioned work) world, I had three big projects: a wedding present quilt for a June wedding, a set of photo snippets, and a Blurb cookbook. Although the wedding is in June, my machine quilting appointment is in April, as was the deadline for the other two projects. I'm quite pleased with this new pattern of quilt that I've come up with, though the particular color palate for this quilt made it quite challenging. (In some ways, the intellectual challenge of the quilt was... fun. I usually do all the thinking at the color-gathering stage). Plus, Mom and I worked on it together as it was easier to pin and keep track of the pattern with someone else helping me. We both enjoyed harkening back to the old mother-daughter project days.
I also have quite a lot of Blurb book projects rumbling around in my brain and am getting a little anxious about getting to work on them. Every year, I make a Blurb book for myself which summarizes the year in projects & pictures. The 2010 book wasn't done until November of 2011, and I was really hoping to get the 2011 book done earlier so I've been working on that. (I also hope to make a 2013 journal/planner to sell at the shop.. which would have to be done in time to sell across the calendar-selling season, which starts, oh, 5 months from now). The Blurb cookbook commission has been on a rather tight timeline which has led to some late nights and some wrestling with my own perfectionism, but there's just a week left on that project and I will have to just let it go. The amusing thing is that I sometimes wish for a job where I could be doing creative things behind a curtain without the customer interaction - but it turns out that sort of work has its own limitations. SO I guess the overarching theme of the spring is projects, with challenges.
Perhaps I was just thinking too much because even the snippets ended up being a somewhat daunting task, mostly because of the volume of pictures that are now generated by digital cameras. They are part of a series: Balkans, Peru, New Zealand and Egypt. I do always enjoy the process of photo-snippeting. The one drawback with a commission is the question of whether or not I am picking pictures that represent that person's trip. I can pick images that I think are the most interesting or the prettiest, but those might not necessarily be the most appropriate symbols of that person's trip - particularly when I'm only choosing 36 1-inch squares out of several hundred images. I am also finding that I am a more physical visual person - which is to say that I work much much better when I have the printed-out photographs in front of me. My brain has a hard time sorting and processing on the computer screen. Yes, I'm old-fashioned that way. Still, I am pleased with the finished result, and I do always love the idea of a series of snippets. I still think it would be cool to fill a room with different sets of snippets - to see if you really can differentiate from place to place based on just the set of 1-inch squares. Anyway, cross your fingers, they'll be happy with the finished product.
Combined with a busier-than-usual spring (customers respond well to warm weather and sunshine in March), and the way that time goes so quickly (which means that it is time to get the store ready for Mother's Day, graduation and summer tourists), I am feeling a little... unrested. It used to seem like the period after Christmas and before Mother's Day was a really quiet retail season, but there's so much catch-up after Christmas (restocking. ack! I have to make magnet picture frames, photo blocks, button bracelets, headbands....) and prep work for late spring/summer, it hardly seems like there's much time for resting.
My workshop at Valley Ridge Art Studio is coming up at the end of April: batik papers and encaustic (something I've been wanting to do for a long long time). To some extent, I'm in limbo at the moment. It seems like I always get a new burst of energy and direction after a Valley Ridge workshop and since the workshop is relatively early in the season for me, I'm waiting a bit to see where I go from there. Which shouldn't stop me from working on any number of projects that I started last year, like my altered dictionary of collections or my gratitudes journal.
That said, thanks in part to Deandra and Pinterest, I've been indulging a newfound obsession with terrariums and succulents, which cannot be indulged in real life because I have a horribly un-green thumb. Seriously, I can't keep plant alive. I alternate between forgetting about them and giving them too much attention (water). So my fascination is taking the form of brainstorming about ways of incorporating them into artwork. I'm thinking about some little shadowboxes and resined paper, but I also started a painted/collage series. Perhaps they would be better if I'd waited for the encaustic... because I kind of think of the layers of wax as similar to the layer of glass... but I couldn't wait. The series is actually a continuation of last year's Valley Ridge works with Michelle Ward, works in paint (with a mostly dry paintbrush and with stencils I made myself) and inspired by some fellow Facebook artist friends who are exploring new color palates and also my color palate explorations on Pinterest (again, I know, I'm addicted). My fallback colors are purple/blue but I'm trying out some new combinations, keeping in mind that the foreground will have variations on soft greens and other succulent colors. I'm a little afraid that my background will not fade back as much as it ought to.. perhaps I should have done a little whitewashing before adding the jars. Hmm.

This is all the early stages of background painting, which is fun because it is rather low-pressure since I know much of it will get covered up by collage. I went to the used bookstore and got some old field guids which I will use to fill in the contents of the jars.
And, finally, I sent off some long overdue packages to two artist friends of mine. Only to come to work this morning and find this awaiting me:


I have to admit that sometimes I feel overwhelmed with all the creative ideas out there - the blogs, the magazines, the workshops. My inclination can be to shut down just a little bit - as it is, I don't have time to do all that I want to do, why should I learn anything more? And I also feel like I have plenty in the way of art supplies and collage ephemera, why accumulate more? Then again, there are so many fun things to do and so many fun pieces. The package I received was so perfectly filled with the greatest idea - I'm guessing here, but I think these are all hand-painted papers, which were put through the Xyron machine so that they are STICKERS! I love it. I can cut out shapes, tear them, stick them down.... in fact, these might end up as part of my terrarium collages, and they certainly would make great mail art.
So, thanks Maria in particular, but in general, for inspiration and color and new ideas, and the blooming of it all into a wonderful bouquet.